All the nightmares that I can remember having have not been all that frightening, and I'm usually aware that they aren't real and I often force myself awake and out of them. The only ones I can remember well took place back home, and usually involved me being chased by an animal around the house. Last night's was weird because it felt so real, but it was comical at the same time.

It honestly felt like it was from a cheesy horror movie, with a guy in a mask chasing us through a corn field. Before that, though, I witnessed my dad stabbing a guy who was smoking a bong, which forced us to go on the run.

The weirdest thing about last night was the time between waking up from the nightmare and falling back asleep. I cannot for the life of me sleep on my back. I can hardly even sleep on my side, I'm just always on my stomach. It is ridiculously comfortable. I don't know if they're related, but when I woke up from the nightmare I was on my back, facing the ceiling, and it felt wrong. I almost felt like I wasn't actually there, though. I don't want to call it sleep paralysis, cause that scares the crap out of me, but I also know that I could move. My heart was beating like mad, and it was keeping me awake.

Could my out of the ordinary sleep position cause a nightmare? Does that type of thing happen?

The dream I had after falling back asleep again (on my stomach) was about home. We were all there, the furniture and stuff, and I was happy.

I'm considering doing an experiment and trying to sleep on my back, just to see what my dreams are like. What if it actually works though. I don't want to torture myself, I just want to figure out if I can hone this thing.

I'm still torn about Conan's departure from my television. I know, I know, one week is a very long time and I should be over it by now, but I am not. I won't ever be over it. I will remember what Leno and Jeff Zucker have done to him, and I will resent them forever. THEIR PLAN MAKES NO SENSE. It was Conan's turn, and he was hardly given a chance. plus, he looks a lot like Tarja Halonen and his favourite country is Finland.


this pretty much sums up how I feel about the situation: