So I'm probably the most boring person on the face of the planet, but I'll still keep a blog, at least until I stop caring again. What do people even talk about on these things? How do I even talk? I haven't been in school for four months and I've hardly spoken to any human beings other than my parents and my brother for probably longer than that. Whatever, I'll give 'er a go.

I should start by letting the world know how much I dislike school, and how selfish that makes me. I know that I'm fortunate and lucky and blessed etc, etc, but is money in the form of tuition really > than happiness? I just can't help but wonder whether or not things would be better if I was just working somewhere GREAT and watching Lost all day. But then I know that if I want to be happy for the nine years of my life that I will have left after I graduate, then I gotta graduate! Yeah, I'm not living past 30. Or if I am then I'll just get married when I'm 29 and then be done with life. Maybe get a dog.

Also on the agenda, I'm totally going to screw this school year up the wazoo. It will not know what hit it. I'm going to get a job and take awesome classes and shoot some guys and watch some tv. If I make friends, cool. If not, then everyone can suck it.

My only problem is balancing everything. Like being all professional at school and then crying at home for hours. I need to not do that. And now I need to literally balance work and school, but I think I can do it. I'm also believing in myself this time around, so we'll see how that goes.